I talked with my wife about what she feels about me while she’s cheating? She said that she doesn’t think about me and her lover is then all in her mind. So we agreed, that during the act of cheating, we are a marriage only just formally…

Monday, April 30
Some more stuff from today’s morning. We successfully arrived to Ljubljana, Slovenia. We will spend here two days. Tomorrow we are going to visit the city and clubs at night. My wife said that I shouldn’t be surprised if I had to go back ti our hotel room alone…

Yes, she lets me lick them everyday… She denies me a lot of things but I can worship her feet as much as I want…

She said that she likes when I don’t cum for a long time and that was a good idea to include a cum denial to my cucky life. Average time of cum denial she practices on me, is two weeks (average) but sometimes it extends to three weeks or even month. I know, that’s for our good, and that makes me a better husband and more submissive doggie for her. It’s frustrating as hell, but I love it and hope that she will extend the denial time to the three months, a half year or… maybe it will be a permanent denial, with a hope that I will cum one day in my life, but I will not know if it will be in a year or ten years spread of time…

Sometimes, when I look at my wife’s sexy feet, I want to take a belt or a lash and smack them really hard… until the bloody marks will show up… I want to hear her scream in pain as I destroy her beautiful soles… But, there’s one thing that turns me on more than this… one of her lovers could do that… leaving her with the sore feet for me to take care of her…

My wife knows the power of her feet 🙂 So guys, let’s sit comfortably and jerk to the pic of her feet, just like I do it at the moment 🙂

The only small size thing that can go to Kitty’s mouth is a piece of Twix 😉

Yesterday, after my wife came back home from the business party, on which she was french kissing with a coworker, she sat and told me everything. Then she put her foot on my hard cock in pants and started to rub it while telling me how she wants that guy to fuck her… She was looking at me with contempt and rubbing my cock so hard with her foot. I couldn’t handle it anymore and I spurted a one week load in my best pants, which I wear to work…She looked what I have done and kicked my balls… Then she started laughing and said that I look pathetic with my pants wet from my own cum…

The most comfortable sex with me for my wife is when she hasn’t to be penetrated by me. It humiliates her that she agrees to open her legs for her pathetic husband. The worst thing that goes to her mind is that the act could end up with impregnation with my bad genetic material.
She gets turned on and willing to fuck in pussy only by the other, hot men. But sometimes when I’m good and deserve an orgasm (which is not so often) she lets me wear a condom and put my weenie in her pussy. When I’m in, she moves her hips so I couldn’t control myself and I cum in about 5-10 seconds. This humiliates me even more if I had to just wank myself in front of her…

You don’t have to be gentle when you fuck someone’s else wife. It also applies to fucking my wife.

Is there any correlation between cuckolding and a foot fetish? While browsing cuckold oriented porn sites and reading the forums, I found out that most cucks have also a foot fetish. It also applies to me 🙂 Of course, I haven’t done any objective research, it’s just my impression.

Yesterday Kitty gave me her foot so I could lick it. I licked each of her toes, the sole and bit the edge of her soft foot… I get so turned on that I started to desperately lick her heels and the soles so her feet were completely wet. She had enough, so she ordered me to stop and slapped me hard in my face with her socks. I stopped immediately and looked at her with regret in my eyes. I felt so humiliated… So lovely humiliated…

Kitty’s little foot under the shower…

The feet to cum on them… We would love to meet a bull who would spray them with his sperm and watch as I clean then with my tongue…

It’s so hard to explain what I feel when my wife is having sex with someone else. Sometimes I know for sure that it will begin in a few minutes (like the last time, when she texted me “I’m dancing with a guy from Germany. I’m going with him to the beach by the rocks” and after 15 minutes she had his cock in her mouth), sometimes I know that she is going out to the club and it may end with sex (if she will find someone attractive)  and there are planned dates, on which I know who will she meet, when and where it will happen.
The hardest, but the most exciting, is the time, when I know that she is cheating on me AT THE MOMENT. I know that she doesn’t think about me at then and I feel like she left me for that period of time. It’s a feeling similar to that like she would break up with me for another guy… When I’m sitting and being aware that it is happening NOW, I just don’t know what to do. I feel PANIC, anger, jealousy and being so helpless, so powerless and weak… My heart wants to jump out of my chest and I feel a heat pumping through my neck to the brain. I don’t know why I feel panic, but it’s very intensive feeling. On one hand I pray that it ends, with her calling me and telling “we are done” and on the other hand, I wish it last as long as possible, so the guy could fuck her good.
Someone asked me lately, if I will get use to it? I wish it won’t happen… It’s the greatest mix of feelings that a cuckold can have thanks to his hotwife.

I love when she puts her feet on my face. The cold skin and beautifu, subtle smell… It’s like a drug to me…

Every time I cum on my wife’s feet, I have to clean them with my tongue. I don’t know which part of it I adore the most 🙂 

I would love to meet with a few men with a foot fetish and let them all cum on my wife’s feet. Then I would lick them clean of their sticky cum, while they all watching and making fun of me… It would depreciate and humiliate me as a man in my wife’s eyes… 

My wife loves to be abused and hurt. Not by her husband of course… Pets are not allowed to bite their mistresses.

Tomorrow is the Saturday and my wife will go to the club with her best girl friend. Her period is ending, I hope it will be gone since tomorrow, because she wants to be fucked by a hot stranger. I gave her a challenge for the Saturday night, that she has to make at least one man cum. How she will do it – doesn’t matter. It can be fucking (if her period will end) or blowjob/handjob/whatever. I asked her to take picture of her while doing that 🙂

“Only real men can fuck me, and puppies like you are are only for pussy licking” – my wife told me. I agree and I know my place. I’m trying to be the best pussy licker, the best puppy she ever had.