Wednesday, October 24, 2018

We have a lot of freedom in our marriage. It’s a female led relationship and beside all other things, my wife is free to choose sexual partners and even a biological father for our child (if she decides to get pregnant). 

I also have a thing in which I’m free – I’m pussy free – my wife loves to keep me denied. She says, the less I cum the better husband I am. She also enjoys the fact that I suffer of being horny all the time and having my balls full. In fact, being denied makes me a quick cummer so sex with a penetration isn’t something that my wife could enjoy with me (just think, how you can enjoy sex that lasts a few seconds?). As she said, only my tongue makes her think about me in terms of sex as it counts as a tool for giving her a pleasure.

Tuesday, October 23, 2018

“I’m sooo horny! You can’t imagine how much I want to be fucked!” – my wife said to me when we were in bed before sleep. A burst of adrenaline was pumped into my veins when I heard that. I thought that was going to be my lucky day and she would let me fuck her.

“Really? Do you… Do you want to fuck with me?” – I asked aroused.

“No, I see you every day, I got bored by your cock. I want a new one. Besides, I want to fuck hard like an animal, and you can offer me only cuddling. Don’t get me wrong, I love you and I love to cuddle with you but when I am horny I want to have a man beside me. A real man” – she paused – “…Now go down and check if my cunt tastes good”.

So I went down and licked her pussy. She came intensively and said:

“Good night. You did a good job but you don’t deserve to cum. Now turn around to the other side, I don’t want you to snore into my face.”

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

“Come here and lick my pussy” – my wife ordered me as I entered the room from the bathroom. I Immediately put my face between her legs and started to lick her.

“You don’t cum!” – she told me as I was licking her. I knew that I wasn’t allowed to cum, It has been more than two weeks since I came last time. She doesn’t like when my balls are empty. She prefers the benefits of constantly horny husband around her… This is one of the reasons that she didn’t agree when I asked her if I can have a castration procedure (that’s not a fantasy, I really think about it seriously, because sometimes I just can’t stand my sexual tension. Besides, I think I would be a better husband after the surgery).

Sometimes Kitty allows me to “pretend” that I am fucking her just for a photoshoot. She wants to show you, dear followers, how she looks like with a cock inside her. So I can put my cock into her pussy, take the pictures and I have to pull it out. No fucking and no friction moves inside her. She gets so wet thinking that many people will see her being fucked, but I, her husband, am just a tool to fulfill her exhibitionist needs.

She loves how I get horny when I don’t cum for a long periods of time. She uses to say that it makes me a better puppy, more submissive and pathetic (what she really likes).
My wife showed me that a man can have a fantastic sexual life, without being even touched by a woman and without ejaculating for weeks. I’m glad she opened my eyes for the experiences that I never had with a woman. I’m totally sexually frustrated but very happy. I love to be owned by my wife and be fully submissive to her. I’m her faithful and loving puppy 🙂

I could say that my hand is the only pussy that I cum in, but it would be a lie. I’m not allowed to cum even in my hand. My wife is ignoring my sexual needs at all… My cock hasn’t been touched by her for so long… But that’s what we agreed – sex has to be all about her and my purpose is to serve her and give her pleasure. It’s weird, but I’m very happy with that. Giving pleasure without the possibility of “reward” is more pure and without selfishness.

She said that she likes when I don’t cum for a long time and that was a good idea to include a cum denial to my cucky life. Average time of cum denial she practices on me, is two weeks (average) but sometimes it extends to three weeks or even month. I know, that’s for our good, and that makes me a better husband and more submissive doggie for her. It’s frustrating as hell, but I love it and hope that she will extend the denial time to the three months, a half year or… maybe it will be a permanent denial, with a hope that I will cum one day in my life, but I will not know if it will be in a year or ten years spread of time…

My wife made it clear: I will be cumming only after she cheats on me. From now on, she also gives up milking me, what she was doing to me because of a healthy reasons. My sperm has to stay in my balls, that makes me a better submissive doggie.

“You are not allowed to cum until I get fucked by an other guy” – my wife told me an hour ago. 

This week I was lucky because she milked me three times. She had a taste for a cum but no other man was around so she used my cock and balls to get some sperm. I ate only vegetables and fruits to produce a sweet and tasty sperm for her and she enjoyed it. 

…but the cumming week has ended and the doggie needs to be denied to cum to help him to be the best and the horniest husband in the World 😉

She was lying in the bed when I came to the bedroom. I started to kiss her but she has stopped me and ordered me: “Lick!”. I went down her and started to do my best to please her.  I licked her pussy good until she came. Her orgasm was very intensive and her body bent with delight. I always lick her asshole after she cums, she likes when I do it while she is enjoying her orgasm. Licking her pussy and her tight asshole always turns me on very much and so it did that time. When she gave me the signal to stop licking her I looked at her with hope that she may want to give me a blowjob. It didn’t happened, she said short: “You do not” and turned to me with her back. I cuddled to her with my cock hard and started do rub it with her buttocks, but suddenly she turned to me irritated and ordered “Stop it!”. So I went to sleep with my cock stiff and balls full of load…

My pleasure does not count, we agreed to that…

My job is to lick my lady’s pussy, stay hard and don’t cum. A sex, in which a man is not allowed to cum, is the purest act of pleasing woman, focusing only on her needs. It’s also a perfect way of using a sissy husband. He can’t give his wife a thrill of being owned by a dominant man but he is for her a good alternative for masturbation and for him it’s the ability to physically worship his lady.

She loves the tease and denial play. She has a lot of laugh when I spurt in a seconds when she lets me put my weenie in her, after a long time of no cumming.  

I understood, that I don’t deserve an orgasm with such a fenomenal lady like my wife. Not me.

Frustrated man = submissive slave = satisfied woman

Horny and sexually frustrated man is more useful for a woman. He is more likely to serve her, do the house work, please her on every demand and thinks of her all day long. 

I just can’t stop edging looking at Kitty’s feet… If only she would let me cum… She’s cruel and knows how I suffer looking at her sexy feet, with balls full of sperm, without having a permission from her to cum…

“You have to put on your cage, you think too much about cumming. You don’t deserve to cum” – Kitty said. She owns me and makes the rules…


Kitty was sitting and doing her nails. We were talking about Vladislav (the guy with the big cock, who she wants to meet). Suddenly she said “I want you to lick my cunt”. We went to the bedroom, and she ordered me to take off her panties with my teeth. Then I started licking her wet cunt. She had a huge and intensive orgasm, and curled on bed to rest. Then I took these photos:



After a while, she lay down on her back and said “put a condom on and prepare me for Vladislav’s cock”.

I have done what she ordered. I put my cock inside her and started to fuck her. I was so turned on and about to cum. I knew that I have to fuck her but also I was aware that she told me that I don’t have the right to cum until she fucks Vladislav. I told her that I’m on the edge and I will cum in the next few moves. I was hoping that she will show some mercy for me and let me empty my balls, but she suddenly slapped me in the face and pushed me away yelling “PULL IT OUT, NOW! I SAID YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO CUM!”. I was so surprised and scared… She stood up and went to the bathroom, leaving me on the bed, pitifully masturbating without even the chance to cum…

One day I asked her whether she was denying the orgasms to her ex boyfriends?
“No, our sex always ended with their ejaculation” – she replied.
“Were they more dominant than me?” – I asked.
“Maybe a little more…” – she said and when a woman replies in that way, “a little more” really means “there was a fucking huge difference like between your and their cocks”.

Looking back in time, I noticied that my wife is turning me into a “masturbation toy”. We go to bed, she spreads her legs and pushes my head down. I have to lick her pussy until she is climaxing. I can’t touch her with any part of my body except my tongue. If I put my hand on her, she drops it with anger… She’s using me as a daily hygienic treatment, so she could sleep better.
I know how to lick her but every time I do it I’m stressed if I’m doing it well and how she wants it at the moment. When I do it wrong and she can’t have orgasm, she interrupts me and I see how angry she is. Sometime she even tells me how bad lover I am… That hurts…
If I do well and she has an orgasm, she is just telling me “thank you” and goes sleep. No revange, no blowjob for me, not even wanking me with her hand. When I’m very horny and starting to wank myself she says: “STOP my little doggie! Don’t you dare to cum! Now be a good puppy and go to sleep”. Sometimes I’m so turned on and her denial makes me want to scream with pain and lust…

…but we agreed that only her needs and pleasure is important. She began to feel more and more comfortable about not having to think about my pleasure or doing something about it.
Now I’m her cunt licker for pleasing her while she is fantasing about her bulls. I’m just helping her to get rid of the sexual stress between her sex dates with the real men, that she craves, who know how to fuck a woman…

I texted my wife that my balls are blue and I suffer as hell. I know that she likes to know that and my suffering gives her a lot of pleasure. But I was very surprised when she replied: “oh no! I feel so bad for you, maybe I will fuck Gabriel before my trip to Berlin, so you’ll be able to cum?”. You know, she forbided me to cum unless she will fuck some new guy. Gabriel is her new match on Tinder, so maybe she will let him fuck her until Wednesday so then maybe she will let me cum before she leaves to Berlin at Thursday.
As you see, sometime Kitty has some mercy for me 🙂
But it can be just her another trick to make me suffer more and after being fucked by Gabriel she will tell me that she was lying and I’m still not allowed to cum…